It took too long

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 11:38:59 GMT

everything is soo good :)
I might be movin in with my uncle so i can stay at shhhs.
daddy looked into my car more so i can get it exactly on my bday.

work is going goood.,
boys are going great.
Friends are going a eh whats the word i duno ill leave it at that
summmers like here.
2 more days of schoool

:):):) i loveit.
this summers gonna be the best if all keeps up.

Lifeee yeah life is good.

Mon, 28 May 2007 15:00:46 GMT

Soo work has been my story for the last 5 days.
but im rly excited because its summer and i have so much to look forward to heres my top ten

1.) TAKING BACK SUNDAY
2.) WARPED TOUR
3.) TASTE OF COUNTRY
4.) AGUSTANA
5.) GOO GOO DOLLS
6.) MY NEW HOUSE
7.) LIMITED LICENCE AND MY CAR.
8.)WORKWORKWORK$$$$
9.)
10.)

Sat, 19 May 2007 17:04:03 GMT

heyy guys. So my life has been rly non stop lately well, lets see my parents left thursday night, soo now there a million miles away and i have this strong feeling of independence coming over me i love it, yesterday was my first night on my own andd i loved it went home with kathleen then sara got us and we went to the boy and his machines concert for chris and meet this really sweet band named going home so after we were all talkin and we decied to go party with them it was AMAZING we had a huge fire it was so relaxing the singer was singing and playin an acustic guitar and singin everything dashboard to john mayer i loved it it brought on a new level of fun for me, sober fun too and then got home around 3 to my big empty house and then woke up this morning with kathleen walked to school and jus left early cos we had review and now were gettin rdy for PARTTYY IN THE PLAZZA :):) IM PUMPED life is amazing

theres things that arnt worth giving up.

Fri, 18 May 2007 17:33:11 GMT

school is gay i went to 3 classes all together today. i wnana drop out. ummm lets see
last night i hadd my first real back massage omg im in heaven right now, no back pain today :) my stomach dosent even hurt today :) i wanna shower tho and sleep :)

I would rather lose then never layd beside atall.

Thu, 17 May 2007 00:56:25 GMT

alrighte where to start, school is winding down to the end which means my lasttt weeks at sweethome which is sorta a bummer, but i mean summer is so soon. and lately i want change. im not happy with things how they are now.
with the end of school means exams which are going to be a pain in my ass because i need to pass my GLOBAL REGENTS, my EARTHSCIENCE REGENTS and i absolutely must pass my Math Exam , its not a regents butt if i dont pass it im going to fail the whole year. ughh. and i have to keep my grade up in it.
yesterday me and danielle accomplished something that made me very happy, and feel alot safter :) and today i went for a job interview with kailey at East Pier Marina On river road, i start work next Saturday which is memorial day weekend thats when tranning starts its gonna be awsome because im going to be gettin minimum wage and you can make up to 75 dollars in tips alone a day , but the only thing that sucks is Me and Kailey are the only Pumping girls he has soo were going to have to work a hell of alot but i mean that just means ill get my car sooner me and daddy started talking about it and when he gets back from florida were gonna go there and figure out what kind i want and how much my insurance is going to be. And No hes not paying for any of it. But by the time the marina closes it will be october andd i will be sixteen and able to work wherever so it works out good but between working and school my social life is pretty much coming to a yeild. Whatever though i want my car.

Thu, 10 May 2007 11:28:22 GMT

"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?”

i love that quote so much Alice in wonderland is deffinitly my favorite movie to quote things from now :) actually no its just my favorite movie. Life is stilll great with a few minor adjustments that are hard but whatever. brittanys partys this weekend ah and mothers days on sundday!! we shall see what this weekend gets me into this time :)

whhhattever.

Tue, 08 May 2007 21:00:21 GMT

I make very dumb decisions.
brianas party was awsome, i went to darin lake.
i fucked up big time, but im a kid isnt that what we do ?
:)

if yo mama gave it to yah babbbygurl let it show

Tue, 01 May 2007 01:27:50 GMT

so pretty much my life still owns going on threee weeks now and stillll
happy and nothing to bad. i went to charlote russeee my newww fave <3 and got my dress for briannnas party im so excited its so pretty, all white tubbee top im in love with it, i jus gotta get some white heals :) i also bought 3 shirts there so cute tanks and tubes :) and one at G+G and a cute pair of pants at kholes today , there like capris there so cute im in love with them i stil gota get more spring cloths. after school nick picked me and kathleen up ! and we did some running around got starrbuckkks :) then droppped her off at work and went to target it was fun i love that boy. then went to the mall with my sissy and got hurr summ kicks from pacsun there cute for her. and then my dress and then went to kholes and seen sarraaah baby <3 i was so happy and this gurl kt from boxing from when i first started then tanning i did the super bed now im exausted its gonnna be a long week, ahhh PEACE. oh yeah by the way we bought a house but its on gi . what ever.

ps- THINGS TO LOOOK FORWARD TO:
KEVINS COMING HOME FORRR A WEEK!!
BRIANNNAS PARTY
BRITTANYS PARTTY.
MYY PARTTIES :)
NEW HOUSE

is everyone feeling fucking sexxy out there tonight :)

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:07:25 GMT

ahhh life is STILLL AMAZING.
school is almost over its friday.
ive been getin out everyday lifee is goood :):):)
TGIF.

i cant live, with or with out you.

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 21:38:45 GMT

So today , school was great no matter how much dave tried to tell me i was going no where in life and i am ugly with blonde hair it didnt get me down cos of saturday :)
MY 11:11 braclet came in today and my 4 pins =] im so happy life keeps gettin better and better, even tho i hurd my paretns talkin bout me last night but whatever i only have 2 yrs left with my dad and im done :)

ANDDD YOU GIVE YOUR SELF AWAY.

wheres your boyfriend he isnt up in heaven so dont treat him like hes dead.

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:34:57 GMT

wow im still like awwwweeddd.
ahhh omg seriously you dont get it, today was another really good day went to kaileys tacoobell run tanning, walked around doing absolutely nothing but it was seriously one of the best days in a while other then yesterday . soo the best pick up line i heard today 4 boys drove up to us and were like to me can i have directions and im like uhm sure to where the mall? and there like to your heart i was liek HAHHA AHWWAA then we went to the mall gay vinny wasnt workin but we saw andre at work then patrick picked us up he jus bbought a convertable hot redd omg its the sexxiest thing everrr we put the top down and just drove around i love doing that! then we went to his house and sat out on the river on the deck and Nick :) and alex came over it was funthen we went to ninas and i just got home im so tired and sunburnt from the real sun whoa. soo the list of things that make me really happy right now some dumb gurl started a fight with me online to about my bestfriend bhudd but fuck her myspace fighting is for faggots and she should be shot in the head :) i dont even care im so happy.

+ ANDREW MOTHER FUCKING MCMAHON.
+ Nick :):)
+ Starbucks.

oh and did i mention to you i fucking touched andrew mothher fucking mcmahon ??? yeah i wanna die happy pleaasee kill me.

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:15:00 GMT

AT 56 SECONDS IN
HE POINTS AND SAYS " THATS RIGHT " thats when he was talking to me because i was makin a weird sound with my lips to immmatate hissssss KAZOOOOO :]
watch it

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 06:58:19 GMT

ANDREW FUCKING MCMAHON ,
i touched him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he jumped right onto me and maria and sarah and megan and i touched his neck , head, hair , =]=] ohmygod.
and i did like burrrrrrrrrrrr lips at him and he talked to me like he pointed laughehd and wiked and said hahaa omgg dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
my life is amazing
im to excited to talk so here are my pictures from tonight
aka THE BEST NIGHT OF MY MOTHER FUCKING LIFE.
ps we were like right up front like there were two rows of ppl before us and that was it dude.

YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND.

god does it feel so good, because i got what i wanted right now.

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 15:46:43 GMT

well, i woke up in a fantastic mood,tonights my concert :D yay. then the mail came and my to write love on her arms bracelets :) yess atleast one thing came so far of everything i orderd. as well did my report card, i thought i did pretty nicely. but accoriding to my dad i didnt. so all my grades were highhh 80s and he thinks thats bad, oh and i got a 59 in math but thats nothing new. but he thinks its not a good thing that i have high 80`s. he expects to much. SERIOUSLY. i failed one thinhg and have hiiiighhh 80s i even have a couple 90s whatever. he was like " you think you got everything all worked out" i hate him. hes the only person who can make me cry on the day im going to see Andrew Mcmahon fuck him seriously. i did good and im the only one whos actually affected by what i get , not him so heres a big FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. no one in my family likes him anyway WHATEVER.by the way my final gpa is like 88.5 so i dont think its not like im not doing shit cos i work my ass off.

im lisitn to paramores new songs i really like them :] not to mention my bestfriend is going to be on there ablum :D YEYYY so Jacks Mannequin is tonight ive seriously been counting down since february andd now its finally day of, im pumpeed long car ride down to with my gurrlies , i hope they let me bring my camera in , actually they willl =] they have no choise.

Today was a day Unlike any other .

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 23:02:50 GMT

Four days left, only four until Jacks Mannequin with my girls. I know my count down is probly gettin over obnoxious but im so excited.Its all i can talk, think, dream about haha im sucha dork, i bet everyones getin overtired with my whole excitement though. SORRY GUYS!! its just going to be amazing you know :]

I miss my bestfriend. We hung out yesterday, but she had work today & i cant see my little kathleen this weekend either because of the concert ahck! i dont like this business, and shes workin now so its even more suckier but it hasnt been that bad shes only workin three days this week. i need a job severly Danielle told me i can get one at Steak Escape with her because her mom owns it, so maybe just maybe there and jeramy and i both applied to Party City so I dont know waitin for a call back, some one told me i should call them but im really not the assertive type you know?

I need to join a club or a group or something for after school i have to much time on my hands, i mean i have boxing but its gettin old kristy talked me into trying out for cheerleading the first week of june she told me that if i make it im automatically on Varsity because ill be a Junior , ah i dont know though i dont wnana try if i cant make it. Briana is having a sweet 16 big party like lindseys , its black and white agin, she gave me an invitation today they were cute, i wish i could do something like that for my bday but i think im just gonna go to florida with kailey. I dont know.

We are hanging here.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:04:45 GMT

Hey im completly confused on this whole communitly thing i guess ill get the hang of it sooner or later :D :D
is anyone going to the 4/21 SHOW @ GENESEEEO ?!?!?

we are hanging here.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:03:08 GMT

i love mighty taco.
uhmmm 5 days yup lifelifelife is radd.

oh star.

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 17:40:24 GMT

back to school. in photo one class left until
andersons with my bestfiend and green tea drinks :D yayaya,
life is greeat 5 days bitch. i have no house yet

This is what your feeling , tell me about it.

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 15:30:59 GMT

Its morning like these when the house is so quite that it wakes me up. Akward? its weird to because both my sisters friends slept over so theres 5 girls under the age of 13 at my house right now. SO anyaways yesterday danielle and i hung out we went to the mall i got two new stunnnnnars im in love with them :D danielle told me all bout grandisland to , she made it seem like it wont be that bad to have to switch i really dont want to atall though ugh, but then we got food and went to boxing because it was timmy birthday she made him like 24 cupcakes with pink sprinkles, but he never showed up!! hahaha they were good cupcakes to :D so we worked out then i went tanning :D i love feeling sosoo warm im kinda burnt agin though. then we got pizzaa watched the game and Chillled ;] i had a good day till my headache started pounding worse. ive had this stupid headache in the same spot of my head , the left side since last thursday during school and it wont go away and asprin dose not help! ughh well eightdays today. yyayayay!!

from an empty room on the first floor

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 02:33:44 GMT

Okay so only ten days now until JacksMannequin Concert. im gettin reallly pumped. were gonna meet him , we have to meet him seriously. soo ive been really happy lately. i dont reallly know why me and nick are talkin alot agin, i found a cerdit card gift thing i got for christmas last year and i thought it had like fifty cents on it so i went online to check for the heck of it to see how i can put more money on it, come to find i had 33.50 on one and 5.00 on another i was so excited that may have made my spring break. I got a Boxing the Scars stress ball, Jacks mannequin fuckyeah button and an 11:11 bracelet and just a jacks pin , and a Fuck Cancer Pin, and a to write love on her arms bracelet :D i still have like 6 dollars left, i wanna buy a BE POSITIVE button, but i cant find the visa link on there myspace. hmm so i bought tanning 2 months i went yesterday and today and i allready have tan lines :D my cheeks are a little burnt they kinda hurt oh gosh and i bought some BEARLLYLEGAL austiralian gold tanning lotion for the beds, any one who has ever smelled tanning lotion can appeciate this i had to buy it i got so riped off eighteen bucks for a bottle thats not even that big but , i had to buy it it smelt sosooso good ughmygod. But i was saving money for the concert that is in TEN DAYS! and i had 45 but i spent 18 of it today and then 3 for my tanning eye things the other day so now i only have like 20 something =/ bummer. but ill get 10 for allowance ahhaha that ill save for the next 2 weeks ! :D yayayay. Im reallly happy to because all the stuff i bought offline all goes to Finding cures to cancer. Did you know cancer is the number one killer of people under 20? isnt that like breath takingly sad. haha i know i talk about going tanning then talk bout how sad cancer is hypocritical right? i dotn care, if i got cancer it would be a blessing for me at this point ive had the happiest life ever allready. ahh :D The only thing that sucks is today my parents bid on a house for sale in grand island. i dont wanna live on grand island its dull there ur like trapped on one sheet of land that is cut off by two bridges one to nf and one to tonawanda. i dotn wanna feel trapped. Like its super cool it has a hot tub and its near boxing but i could do with out the hot tub and i can go to boxing weather we live there or not. Lamelamelamme. and my current education problem isnt really helping i mean why would you want to leave a school you have been at allready for fifty precent of your highschool education. you cant do that its uneathical , its not fair atall. My " parents" honestly dont care either, my momm a little but she does everything my dad says so theres no hope for her. I really want school to go back so i dont have to keep seeing my dad with out my mom home, i hate when hes home, i feel uncomfortable and scared. i hate him im the only one he cant intimiadate and thats why he takes it out on me. hes lameelamelame i dont care because i get to see andrew is 10 days :D seriously this is the only thing that has been keeping me happy and chipper lately.
im in love with a new band too , The Almost. i bought there songs on Itunes today there amazing. love them i love when you hear a band for the first time and u immmediatly have to listin to them over and over ugh there so good.

My hearts in overdrive and your behind the sterrringwheeeell

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 00:09:28 GMT

its spring break :D
my plan was to go to starbucks everyday and so far i have accomplished that goal :D wooohoo. uhm its been alrighte so far thursday night i went to kaileys uncles and went hotttt tubbing with my little cousins who i miss dearly there :D it was crazy fun then she slept over it was a much needed night. Friday was goodfriday so kailey left and i went to dinner with all of my little cousins and family it was fun , then went to starbucks and tried the greentea frapp with my dad and then we went to get my job application from Party City :D. there so nice there and really helpful when i went in i thought i was going to be shy when i asked to fill one out but i wasnt i supriseed myself then i came home and talked to Jerrramry for 6 hours and 45 mins on the phone hahaha it was a good conversation. :D today i went to the mall with my mommmy went in charlott russe or how ever you spell it, i love that store so much omg, mm now im just layin round home alone relaxing, i totally bailed out on church that was so bad of me. but i dont feel like going on a SATURDAY. i should really be at nicks concert at xtreamwheeels right now. but im not =/ ha i should be doing alot of things im not. But so far breaks been really relaxing and low with the drama. i havent been partyin to much though yet, but after easter tommrow i will be. OHYEAH today we went grocery shopping and i decied i wanna be a veriterian because my momma and sister are and i really want to be to lose weight too :D:D So im going to we went to tops and bought green tea, tedddy grams, spiderman macaroni and cheeesse :D ! twizzlers so im pretty happpy right now. oh yeah and only FOURTEEEEEN DAYS UNTIL JACKS MANNEQUIN CONCERT.
Here are some Pictures from lindseys black and white
16 kailys uncles and goodfriday dinnnnner !!!

take me past the color of your eyes

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 00:00:39 GMT

this weekend went by fast.
lindseys party was amazing seriously.
went to qballs after. kathleeen and i craahed a indian party :D
mm spring break starts thursday night :D im pumpeeeddd. its gona be a great weekend :D

everythings made to be broken

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 17:21:13 GMT

mm im in photo.
today is going by soo slowly thankfully its Friday. im spose to go to the fights with jessica and danille but theres only 3 fighters and i dont know. maybe ill goo to the movies and mall with kathleen. tommrows my baby lindseys party sweet 16 style im pumped its gonna be so big everyones going :D i got my dress from courtney maries yesterday. yay. uhm well theres nothing new i got ttexting back im pumped even tho i only talk to jesse fix and kathleen all day ahahha life is good bye.

a jet engine to the center of the storm

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 21:58:11 GMT

Hey :D ive had an amazing day/week so farr.
monday hung out with my little kathleen went to the mall :D yesterday andersons with sarah and kathleen :D it was fun i got my small TWIST <3 it was sosooso yummy its beautiful outside, we went to the park and sat on the thing that spins around and around and just layd on it, i love it. then today starrrbucks with kathleen :D java chip yumyum we get it way to much though. ahh everything is so good.
lindseys party is saturday im realy excited :D

from end to begining a new day is coming And i am finally free.

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 16:42:57 GMT

Last night was the fights they were insain.
danille picked me up with elliot and we went to coldstone then there.
we did pretty good actually.
my head is spinnning. im spose to go to the mall with the gurls.
i got home at 3 and got no sleep.
my dad wotn take me to cingular.
im pissed.
going back to bed.